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Caitlin Flanagan

 

Professional 

Caitlin Flanagan has written for The Atlantic since 1999. Her work has also appeared in a wide variety of publications such as The New York TimesThe Washington PostThe New Yorker, and most of the other usual suspects. She has written three books: To Hell with All ThatGirlLand, and On Thinking for Yourself. Her essays have been widely anthologized, including  in places like Best American EssaysBest American Travel Writing and Best American Magazine Writing. She has the embarrassing distinction of having the most unrequited nominations for a National Magazine Award (8) yet she did break through one time. In 2019 she was a finalist for the Pulitzer Prize for Commentary. She lives with her husband in Pasadena, California and pretends she is a character in a Sunset Magazine story circa 1957.

Personal 

I was a child during “the tumultuous 60’s” in one of the most tumultuous cities, Berkeley California. The experiences from that upbringing shaped me deeply, as did the several years I  lived in Ireland during my father’s sabbatical years which occurred during the height of the height of the Troubles. In literary terms the biggest influence on me  was the rise of what ended up being called “the new journalism”. I was a teenager so I didn’t know what had come before it, but still I could tell that what was happening in those essays was brand new, sizzling, and completely for me. I knew that one or another it was what I’d be doing one day. This was before the death of print, and the mailbox at my house would have a magazine in it three or four times a week: Rolling Stone, which was produced over the bridge in San Francisco and came on a big sheet of newsprint, folded down with no staples; Esquire, which had great essays and the annual Dubious Achievement Awards, which I loved; the New Yorker, which I read for the Pauline Kael movie reviews; New York magazine, which gave me a certain impression of New York life. I still remember reading the two-part essay that became Saturday Night Fever. I realize now that it was a dreadful story, but at 16 I thought it was riveting because it was about love and rejection and going out at night. Then there were Time and Newsweek - unrecognizable from their current versions. The articles were long, the product of serious reporting, and if you read Time magazine you were in sync with at least 4 million other readers. It was respected, part of the establishment, and during my youth largely concerned with the Vietnam war. Of course we got TV Guide but so did almost everyone else. In 1970 its circulation was 70 million. You didn’t read it as a magazine, you read it the way you read the racing form. 

I lived in the Berkeley Hills in a not very happy household, but I remember looking out my bedroom window toward campus and knowing that Pauline Kael, Joan Didion and Susan Sontag had all been students there, so it must be possible for a girl who hadn’t just studied in Berkeley but had been born and raised there to blast herself out of her circumstances and into the word of essay writing. Nora Ephron was the other major California essayist - and newspaper woman - of the time whose work I liked, but she wasn’t a Berkeley girl. She had grown up in Beverly Hills and - this says everything about the distinction between her and the other three - gone to Vassar.

I started writing twenty-five years ago and I’ve been working as much as I can, but my time and publication rate has been sorely compromised by twenty years of cancer. Still, I’ve gotten a lot off my chest in the past two-and-a-half decades, so I can’t complain. Mostly, I’ve gotten a lot easier on myself and on other people, which has helped my writing. Sometimes you have to let things unfold.